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I really don't feel like living - need support and to talk
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Meeglayclena738
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@Hidden username what's going on?
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@Meeglayclena738 I know the feeling. Sorry I haven't been on here in awhile. I just saw this. When my mom was dying and we were giving her the medicine to make her comfortable, sometimes I wonder if we tried hard enough. It's the most awful thing I have ever been through. I would love to have her back, but not the way she was - she had early onset dementia, refused to eat many times and would have had to have a feeding tube if she had made it. She never was expected to walk again. I am still dealing with grief three years later. I can't seem to remember the happy times, just the trauma of her illness and death. Some days are harder than others. Keeping a journal might help you.
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Wadripoachet56
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Last activity on 06/09/2020 at 7:20 PM
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I completely understand.. I would love to sleep the rest of my life away.. I am so depressed since I lost my job and anxiety is at an all time high... Wish there was something that could make us all feel better.
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Last activity on 10/02/2026 at 12:26 AM
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I associate pain with love because my primary caregiver as a child hurt me, but said "would love me forever".
Just a weird realization I had and wanted to share and this seems like a safe place to do that😊
Hope y'all are having a good day!
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Has anyone here been able to get disability for depression.. I struggle daily just to get up and go to work.. I hate my job and wonder how long I will be able to do it.. I am afraid I will get fired.. Is it possible to get disability for depression?
Preekooglevoock159
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Last activity on 02/15/2025 at 4:46 PM
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I am going to keep it short and simple NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL THERE WILL BE PLENTY OF TIME TO BE DEAD. So lets live and make the best of what life has to offer.
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Martin Rubalcava
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@Hidden username hi. I'm Carnation. I understand so much of what you're saying here. Especially how others can think that we should feel a certain way. We cannot help it sometimes. We feel what we feel and if life overwhelms us there should not be any judgment from others on that. I'm glad you posted. I'm very lonely too.
Preekooglevoock159
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Last activity on 02/15/2025 at 4:46 PM
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The fact of the matter is that SUICIDE does not solve anything instead it leaves a lot of people in so much pain those loved ones you leave behind family and friends, parents, and siblings are left to bear the unbearable pain of losing a loved one to SUICIDE. It is in our instinct to choose life over death no matter how hard life can get don't ever lose hope because it is hope that will find a way to better your situation every problem has a solution we just have to search for it don't quit on yourself give yourself another chance once again I say LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL
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Last activity on 02/15/2025 at 4:46 PM
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OMG people all this negativity this is not what I thought this platform was about this platform I thought was to cheer each other lift our spirits but all this talk about wanting to die only triggers my depression and makes me feel helpless because there is nothing I can say or express in writing that can change your minds.
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Hello everyone, I just wanted to thank everyone for sharing their stories and feelings with us here. It's really important when you have depression to know that you are not alone. Let's continue to be there for one another! ![]()
We just published an article that I think you all may find helpful: Testimonial: Gradually Sinking into Depression
Who do you reach out to or what do you do when you're feeling your lowest? Do you have an outlet that helps you to cope with you depression?
Feel free to share here, we're all here to support one another!
Take care,
Courtney
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Yes, I now saw your problem, but unfortunately I could not see any more or less suitable solution for your situation. Apparently, you are starting to have a deep depression, and one of the best ways to get out of this state is considered to be high-quality cannabis from a dispensary.
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