I really don't feel like living - need support and to talk

I am probably supposed to say something uplifting but I am in the same boat - I am getting older and I just don't find any joy in anything I do any more.  I am seriously contemplating ending my life because I just don't see the point.

Wow! Have u ever felt better with medications. I did for awhile now I feel like I’m backsliding and I don’t want to be in that dark place!

It’s so hard when the future is more pain

I have been on so many meds and several therapists, dr's, and psychiatrists. In the end it was all a waste. It's amazing how fast technology is growing leaps and bounds yet the understanding of depression remains stagnate and well... depressing. 

Let me know when there is an answer. Fml.

I feel you. Married twice divorced twice. 20 years the second time. Spent 10 I'm the military. Desert Storm. PTSD. Foster kid from age of 4. I gave my heart to wife home. Paid for her schooling did half the work for her. Kwuait government gave me this gold. The u. s government took it from me. Life is about making money people just seam to just take it. I can't shoot the s.o.b. or smack them with a frying pan. It's the judge the police. When you have nice things. Someone has to take it. I tell you that little s.o.b was not on the battle field. However I was. They deserve it. Wife of 20 years and the judge and lawyer get to keep it. I am so glad I served my wonderful country. 

I feel you. Married twice divorced twice. 20 years the second time. Spent 10 I'm the military. Desert Storm. PTSD. Foster kid from age of 4. I gave my heart to wife home. Paid for her schooling did half the work for her. Kwuait government gave me this gold. The u. s government took it from me. Life is about making money people just seam to just take it. I can't shoot the s.o.b. or smack them with a frying pan. It's the judge the police. When you have nice things. Someone has to take it. I tell you that little s.o.b was not on the battle field. However I was. They deserve it. Wife of 20 years and the judge and lawyer get to keep it. I am so glad I served my wonderful country. It's not the med it's what you are willing to tolerate in life.

Im also in the same boat. I grew up with my dad and died when I was 18. Im in a whole new state with my mom and it seems like they dont want me in the family. So im pretty much left with no one and I just dont want this life anymore.

I feel the same way. I never leave my house, my husbandd goes to work everyday and leaves me home with 4 kids. I love them all, but i can't wait to tell him when our marriage goes South that i told him so.... I cant deal with having to be perfect and look perfect and have his dinner ready when he walks through the door. I have to have the kids bathed and ready for bed before dinner, and he never eats the same thing as the kids. We dont even sleep together anymore... I have a feeling that hes cheating. But yet he still expects all of this crud from me. I just dont understand where the kindness, sweetness, flowers, cards, kisses, and especially the sex went from the beginning of our relationship. The other day i was looking at our bank statements, and there was a $300 charge to his credit card for an xl bouquet of hot pink roses, and the interesting part was it was in a town 3 hours from where we live, and the transaction was while he was supposed to be working......

I am in same boat nothing fun to me anymore