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Noclir714

05/08/2018 at 4:23 AM

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Yes, I now saw your problem, but unfortunately I could not see any more or less suitable solution for your situation. Apparently, you are starting to have a deep depression, and one of the best ways to get out of this state is considered to be high-quality cannabis from a dispensary.

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Steepaishait93

06/17/2020 at 6:39 PM

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@Paneelour51 wow I'm so sorry that you've been through so much that you feel you have to wear a camera to protect yourself. You're an inspiration though for persevering and continuing through all of that. I probably would have given up as I'm not as strong a person as you seem to be. Maybe looking into something online based like you said will be a possible path for you. Wishing you the best.

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06/25/2020 at 5:44 AM

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This site is a mess. Too discombobulated.

Regardless, the bottom line is it's okay to feel the way you do. It sucks, I know.

Feel like shit, and disregard people who don't understand. It's not theirs, it's yours.

Take the time you need to feel the pain, understand it's root cause and let the rest of the world be damned while you do it.

Each of us, especially those of us who suffer the most in this world, have a unique understanding and purpose, a perspective to share that is extremely valuable.

With love,

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Paneelour51

07/09/2020 at 9:31 AM

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Things have gotten worse since I last posted. My depression has transitioned into agoraphobia and I can't go anywhere without wearing a camera to record everything that happens to me. Unfortunately, this removes one of the few safety nets I have left. Hospitals won't allow me to come in while wearing a camera. I have used the hospital safety net a couple of times thus far to prevent me from taking my own life. Now I can't go there because they don't allow cameras. As of today, I feel that I need to and I don't know what to do. Does anyone know of any Seattle area suicide prevention places that will allow me to record my visit?

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07/24/2020 at 6:06 AM

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Medicine is to correct the imbalance of a chemical in our brains that so called normal people have. I am very aware of my condition.

I was always told that if something isn't working, I have to do something differently. For me, I sought professional help.

Best of luck to you.

6407Jeayoash

08/03/2020 at 3:05 AM

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I feel worthless it’s painful taking all these meds that really want work for my condition its seems to be making me worst also even cause more problems with my mental health I’m just over it I’m tired, very exhausted, no seems to understand what I’m dealing with it’s so much that’s weighing heavy on my heart in my mind think I’m going crazy but in reality i can’t change anything cause I have to deal with all the motions in things that comes with my depression I’m sick to my stomach also feeling worthless, lonely, no one cares at all I just want to get better

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08/04/2020 at 6:51 PM

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You sound like me. For the last 1 1/2 years I have been tried on so many medications for my depression and anxiety. Nothing seems to help and you get so tired and frustrated! You are not alone!!

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08/05/2020 at 1:09 AM

Friends, companionship is important and necessary for a healthy life. I need some of it

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08/05/2020 at 5:07 PM

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@Frecleyt6 thanks cause it’s pretty rough dealing with all of this

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08/05/2020 at 5:09 PM

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@Hidden username I need Friends to that can understand what I’m dealing with cause the friends I have now don’t know how to deal with me or my condition so I just distant from them

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08/07/2020 at 12:24 AM

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I know nobody can begin to imagine what depression/anxiety feel like unless they have been there. I feel like a guinea pig with how many meds I have tried and failed. It is so easy to lose hope! Not quite sure how to keep my head above the water!

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