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I really don't feel like living - need support and to talk
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Channonb
@Kenzie22 will said
Forget them!!!!
Not your fault!!!!
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pinkbubbly22
@Tamra1 HI. I AM NEW TO THIS FORUM. I SWEAR I UNDERSTAND HOW U FEEL.
pinkbubbly22
I FEEL LIKE WHAT IS MY PURPOSE HERE. IM A GREAT PERSON. EXTREMELY SMART PRETTY GOOD LOOKING. I TECHNICALLY HAVE NO FAMILY OR FRIENDS.
Tamra1
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@pinkbubbly22 im here if you want/ need to talk
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JoseV585
You never know what damage you do until the damage is done. After it is done there is no turn around. After you turn around there is no one there. You breath look around you no one. You speak no reply. You think and scared to even answer yourself. You get mad with yourself cause of the choice you made, but you already did it even though you didn't want to. So many things!!
chais20a
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@MSDESTIN I also suffer from depression and I am on therapy. CBT and medication. I am a good listener when you need someone. I am 62.
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Charles D. Aissen
Rileyhark1
My life is a lie. I act happy in front of my family because I’m not able to show the broken side of me. I’m like a ghost, just there wandering. I have no purpose, I don’t know who I am. I wish I could talk to my mom, but I can’t because she’s part of the problem. She’ll never believe it but she is. She believes that because she is my parent she can say anything and I won’t be hurt. Her words affect me a lot, but that’s something I will never be able to tell her because I know that if I do I will just get called a liar. I just wish I could be happy, I talk to my friends go on social media laugh a little bit but it’s all to cover how I really feel. Every time I argue with my mom I get back into depression mode, everything in me just dies again. I lock myself in my room and listen to music all day. I lose my appetite and cry all day. I’m only about to be 16. I should be with my friends having fun doing teenage things but instead I’m locking myself in my room because of a human who doesn’t understand the hurt she’s caused throughout me growing up. She’s said many things I will never forget, I try to forget but when we argue it all comes back. Like a flashback, I wish I could forget it all and restart. But I just don’t know how, I’ve been to therapy before but I couldn’t do it, letting a old lady know my feelings and things that go on with me was extreme. I hope one day I find true happiness within myself. I hope I find it soon because I need it.
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Alaina18
Hey!
about 2 months ago I started having pretty intense suicidal thoughts! After a little over a month I told the first person, he helped me a lot and eventually I told one other person! After I talked with this person I stopped cutting myself and I have been so much happier! So here is my advice,
#1 Reach out to someone! Trust me it is so helpful
#2 it gets better please don't give up! f needed call the suicide hotline at 1800-273-8255
MSDESTIN
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@chais20a
Thank you for your concern. I will try to respond to my messages in a more timely manner…
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Tamra1
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Yes, I now saw your problem, but unfortunately I could not see any more or less suitable solution for your situation. Apparently, you are starting to have a deep depression, and one of the best ways to get out of this state is considered to be high-quality cannabis from a dispensary.
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