Feeling like I'm not good enough

@jazzycampbell45‍  I'm so sorry you feel that way because I know it's a horrible feeling.  I too feel that way most days.  Especially lately.  I hope you're in therapy and if not I hope that you will consider going because it does help.  Takes awhile sometimes but it helped me when I went.  I was too dumb to stay on my meds and in therapy though but I do have another appointment to get restarted again.  I'm sure I wasn't much help but just so you know, you do matter!   

@jazzycampbell45 Hey, I think we all can relate to how you're feeling. You're not alone. But guess what, you ARE good enough, you are IMPORTANT and VALUABLE to the people in your life who LOVE you. I think before thinking of others you need to think of yourself and learn to love yourself and see the value you have to offer this world. Talking to someone can really help like @BrinleysGma‍ said. They can maybe help you see the great person you are and help you find a way to the path of loving and accepting yourself. Keep your chin up!

Thats how I feel right now. Like everything I do ,think or say isn't good enough or right. I also feel very alone. I get ignored,  pushed to the back burner, looked over and talked over.  Here lately I feel like noone would notice if i came up missing. I have noone to talk to, no friends, no family... I'm completely alone. In top of all that I feeling ill be alone the rest of my life.  Like noone wants me. 

I feel the same. I feel like dead woman walking. I have no purpose in life. I just want to hide and cry. 

@#linds I feel exactly like you! I wanted to tell you I care about you! I'm a 59 year old widow. Ever since my husband past 3 years ago I'm just sadder and sadder. I don't have anyone and I'm sure no one cares about me. I am sad depressed and scared all the time. I care about you.

Quite frankly I think the guy upstairs hates me and must have been some horrible person in my past

I feel like I’m dead inside and I was called weak minded by my significant other because I suffer from depression and bad thoughts. He also said he wouldn’t want to be with a woman that’s weak minded and idk how to take that. 

I just not sure how much more I can take...I'm tired and wanna crawl under a rock

@Khilarrprice  Gosh!  He sounds like a real peach.  I'm sure you wouldn't want to be with a person who refused to listen or support you.  You might want to point that out to him.  

It sounds as if many of us share this feeling.  I suppose it has more to do with some chemical misfire in our bodies than an outside reality.  
How dreadful that our own minds are abusing us like this.  We are not weak.  We are not useless, despite what our whirling-dervish minds are concluding from their badly stirred thought-soup.  
I think we may need to reach out and remind each other that this is NOT reality, it is the illness.  We are ILL!  We are not lesser.  
We "get it" way better than the general population.  Although, I have my suspicions that many, MANY people recognize what we are all saying here.
I look pretty damned competent when I'm "out in the world".  But, whoo-Nellie!, here in my home office, alone with my thoughts, I feel as if I've been perpetrating fraud after fraud all my life and suspect that others know it and are laughing at me. 
My brain is a bully when we are alone.  F
I'm new to carenity.  I don't really know how any of this works, but I'm happy to be a shoulder for others.  I know I'd love to be able to just spill my guts in a safe place as well.