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Posted on 2/24/21 4:17 PM
I want to start by saying thank you to all who have tried to help, you're all very kind but i just know help is out of reach anymore. Ive been trying to be positive but at every turn life just keeps getting worse, hours are cut at work behind on bills probably wont have electricity for a while as well as may not have a roof over my head so in short this will probably be my last post. I wish you all the very best
Beginning of the discussion - 2/26/21Does anyone else feel tired of just existing? https://www.carenity.us/forum/depression/living-with-depression/anyone-else-so-tired-of-just-existing-3101
Posted on 2/26/21 6:13 PM
Hello @Tamra1, I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling this way. Please know that our community is here to support you.
If you feel like you can't deal with these feelings any longer, please reach out for help. Here are two toll-free numbers that are available 24/7 if you need to talk to someone right away:
1-800-273-8255 or if you don't want to talk over the phone and are okay with texting, send HOME to 741741, 85258, or 686868.
Can anyone relate to how @Tamra1 is feeling? What do you know when you're feeling your lowest or when you feel like you're beyond help? Who do you turn to?
@Delkia1 @Bartlettmorgan27 @Nancy15 @TammyI @MyFiona @zukie927 @JoVollrath @AnnieAngel @TPC603 @Kihansen @Biggdave @ImperfectPromise @Fawn1997 @HunterE @MelissaTeagarden @pixiedmons @southernmom69
Feel free to share any words of support or advice here.
Posted on 2/26/21 10:48 PM
@Tamra1 Hi! I'm sad to hear that you are so overwhelmed. This whole Corona Crap has really screwed up many people's lives. I'm old and have had a few rough patches along the way. The one good thing about bad times is that they will pass. They always do. Ya just never know when you get up in the morning if you're gonna get shit or sugar. Most of the time I get shit, but when I get the sugar, man is it sweet. Watch for the gifts from the universe....that perfect parking space, a new line opening right in front of you at Giant, hearing from an old friend unexpectedly, etc. I think we all get those little gifts but fail to notice them. I also worked as a nurse in D&A for 24 years and found 2 sayings that have both saved me " One Day at a Time" and the" Serenity Prayer" I hope that you feel a little more peace.
Posted on 2/26/21 11:06 PM
I am depressed because I was accused of dui weed .a cop lied said he smelled weed.i stop on my own at a checkpoint. I been tring to get help a good lawyer but I am in 2nd justice system fir people who cant afford a good lawyer.if your rich u can get out of anything .I am 67.viet nam vet. I know not to drive impaired. I think it is sad that police are alound to lie and screw up peoples life.iam retired they want 1000 of dollars lose my license 60 days .probation,where I am supposed to get all the money if I dont pay then jail I go.i wouldn't mined if I had actually done something like crashing,speeding, hit someone. I don't know if I should buy a plane ticket or a 6 ft rope.
Posted on 2/26/21 11:33 PM
@Tamra1 I don't have much to offer but my ability to listen/read. Sometimes it helps to just get it out. I'm here to help if I can
Posted on 2/27/21 8:37 PM
Seems the same from everyone.no body cares.sad world .glad in my last quarter of my life.
Posted on 2/28/21 3:52 AM
I completely understand and they dont care if you got money or not. They still want it. Its supposed to be innocent until proven guilty but instead is guilty until you can prove your innocent and that's not the way the loss of work but it's a system we cannot win keep your head up and try to do the best you can with court the court-appointed lawyers yeah there's something to be dragged through the mud about. Also two if no one told you thank you so much for your service to give these cops the ability to allege that a veteran can't even get a break still up to this day.
Posted on 2/28/21 4:20 AM
We need to stay positive. We may not have made the rights choices in our lives. That doesn't mean we have to keep going down that path. Life isn't fair. We have to make the best of it we can. Peace
Posted on 2/28/21 6:41 AM
I feel this. So much and even though I’m in one of the mentally darkest times of my life we have to keep hope. Hold on!! These scars will help someone ... our pain can help others. Embrace the honor and responsibility and burden of being a empath
Posted on 2/28/21 6:43 AM
@Booch67 the world has been pushed to be so distracted and self indulgent that we don’t fully see our brothers and sisters calling for help.