Feeling loved

As hard as it would be to leave...you need to leave the marriage if you’re unhappy. I’ve been there...done that. You should be able to communicate to your partner your wants/needs and if they are ignoring or simply just don’t care...you need to move on. Good luck! 

Thank you I've decided to leave I'm looking for a job I feel better now that I have a plan

Hi there! Just wanted to say, GOOD LUCK and may the force be with you!  I think what you are doing is the very best thing for your life and when you look back on it someday you will be filled with pride.  It's very hard to do, but my best friend did it and rarely looks back.  Take care girl.

Congrats to you on deciding to leave something that isn’t benefiting your life in any positive way! Hope everything works out for you!