I really don't feel like living - need support and to talk

I've lived 8m this hell since I w as 13 .always thought once I was an adult it would get bett er. But no bbn it just gets worse husband dies after 5 yes if hell gotvto mention raising my kids with an alcoho father and myself hooked onmeth what damn chance did they ever have then my daughter list our first grandson at 5 weeks she1aa right out of high school then afte r my husband dues my daughter un a car wreck paralyzed at 30 husband deported her left to cause 1 girls on her own with my help .whe n does life ever get better? All by myself for almost 8 yea ni bfinky jerk that want sex .I cant stand life anymore .I'd of killed myself years ago if I didnt have kids and grandkids f7ck this world

I have no one left and just really need a one on one conversation with just about anyone i have lost my mother, father, brother, girlfriend, unborn child, house, car, and grandmother all within 90 days. I just need to talk to someone because im at a point in my life where i wake up hoping that everything was just a bad dream but that nightmare is actually my reality and i cant stand it anymore i wake up every day so mad that im still breathing that i literally beat my head against a wall and almost started to rip my hair out. I am so far from ok that I am absolutely terrified of myself. Someone please message me i just need to talk to someone i mean anybody that will listen.

Hey im new um someone please help me um… i keep like thinking of razor blades and like them slicing me it’s weird idk what it is. sometimes i can feel it cut me 

I feel like a burden. Severely depressed and have anxiety. I’m sick of struggling financially. I feel so hopeless, helpless and worthless. I want to sleep all the time. I don’t want to eat. 

The feeling of loneliness is real within my life I find it hard to relate to those around me I am alone I work and sleep . I have felt alone my whole life 

The feeling of loneliness is real within my life I find it hard to relate to those around me I am alone I work and sleep . I have felt alone my whole life 

Hi!  It is good that you have your daughter who looks up to you. This is a positive thing in your life and someone that cares for you.  What type of activities do you enjoy?  Many times when you are busy, your mind is occupied.  For example,  a few years ago, I joined Toastmasters, a public speaking club.  My mind is focused on preparing speeches.  You are in my prayers. 

Hi I guess umm I've been feeling really really down I just wanna end it I'm so depressed I feel like a a failure I just turned 19 on July I've been trying to get a job and I'm still in school but when I applied for a job I'm not hired I'm shy I have social anxiety bad bad depression and gastrophoresis I just don't know what to do anymore. my pills for my depression isn't working if I tell someone that I've been having bad thoughts bc of my depression they'll say y just stop HOW CAN I HUH I just idk 😐😢 I truly feel like a failure so much cuzz I can't get a job so me and my mom can get an apartment Or something to live in. 

Please do not give up.  Do you have a resume?  If not, I will produce one for you at no charge.  Post the resume in linked-in so potential employers can view it.  What kind of skills do you have?  Even if it is your first job, you may have some skills such as computer skills.  I remember my first job as I was 18 as a hospital messenger.  I later transferred to a higher position.

Anyway, my offer still stands if you need help with a resume or produce a better one.  My email is charles.speaks4ju@aol.com.

I am depressed emotionally and physically.. I've lost all willpower to help myself. I have tremors that have affected me for 2 years. It has really put my life on hold. I can't seem to get up. I can't motivate myself. I just need to talk to someone.