Feeling worthless

Sorry you had to go through that and I am glad you don't have cancer that's fine

Hi Friends. I’m still recovering from that damn scope but I made a list over the weekend of stuff I need to do. (One of my 1000s of list)

First up was to call a therapist and now I’m procrastinating. I don’t even know why. 

I was in a big FOG the entire month of October and went through a lot of pain meds omgosh. I am a breast cancer survivor coming up on 2 years but still have so many health issues. I live with my parents in northern Michigan and it’s really very easy to ISOLATE from everyone and everything in the world up here in the woods!!

 I have 3 kids - 2 are grown, sort of!, and a 13 yr old boy that lives a couple hours south of here and they all love me. I have to do better for them. I’m trying but not hard enough most days. 

I just wanted you to know I feel your pain and sorry for the biography!!!

have a good day all

I am going through a great deal of depression and anxiety. 

I think the holidays are bugging me out already!!  Wtf

I usually feel the same way especially without family left.  However my faith is strong and I focus primarily on the love of Jesus and His kindness and share it with others.  As a prayer partner I will pray for you.  With Love.

Hello.  

Idk if I can be helped.  

@DianaMonroe i dont know you but if you wanna talk I'm here 

  So I live in a negitive place my landlord lives on the same property and like to peeps thought my windows and keeps telling us to clean yard when it's clean he makes my kids clean up his mess he shuts off a 60 year olds central heat and air unit on her he dos not fix nothing period and expects us to fix it we have to provide in ower own heat he use to walk in on my old man's grandmother when she lived here on hospice and would stand over her bed until she woke up it's so stressful and so much negativity it's depresses me so bad 

Hi! Uhhh.. what he’s doing is illegal!!  He can’t shut of your utilities.. it’s against the rental laws!!  A lot of tenants don’t know that and deal with landlords taking advantage of them!! 
You can contact legal aid in your area and they will contact the scumbag... and gross that he looks in your window.. that’s a whole other broken law!! 
I am sorry u r having to experience that... but u can definitely put a stop to it and I bet it will make u feel better. When u feel like u don’t have control of an issue like that, it can really effect you . 
sending u hugs and prayers!! Xo