Need someone to talk to/Listen to others

Hi I am absolutely new. And I'm not just depressed,  I am desperate! Desperate for some type of different!! Change...within ne with my s/o. It's so not easy being in a relationship with someone you believe may just be a true narcissist. A vulnerable narcissist at that.  I feel like I'm going nowhere and I'm losing myself in the process! I'm in dire need of help!!

i guys. I just joined, and I'm having horrible episodes of anxiety and depression... Much more often recently. I need someone to talk to who can listen and just... Be a human and talk back with me. :( I have a strong Christian faith, and I need some extra support to help supplement the prayers. I know God can and does put people in positions to help others. I feel like everyone (my own mother and my in-laws) hates me. There's a story there, not just random feelings. I don't know if it's my anxiety, my depression... I feel like I've been trying to fit in with people my whole life and just feel... Different. Misunderstood. I don't even know if this will make sense to anybody, as I'm in tears at the moment. I have no friends anymore. I'm married and have kids, and the depression completely ruins my parenting. There's just... So much I could tell you all. If anyone feels like talking, it would be a lifesaver. If there is a FEMALE (I'm married), who might even like to just text... That would be awesome. I know that's a bit unconventional. I'm just looking for someone who understands. Thanks for reading.

Sincerely,

Brittany.

Today is a bad day as far as anxiety. My husband works part time but today will be gone til tonight as he works retail.

I have struggled with intermittent explosive disorder and bipolar 1 and depression and PTSD.  It takes a toll on my relationship with my fiance.  I try to talk to him but when someone doesn't under why you act the way you do it's hard to talk. Does that make sense?

Yes it does . I suggest couples therapy.

Hello my name is Tracy...I recently had a new kidney and. It seems like I can't get better depression kicks in as well as any.and traveling bk and forth to Charleston all alone is even more depressing .I just wish I wasn't alone..I thought family would b involved but they have there own lives

Hello everyone,

I am divorcing my husband (who still doesn’t want to let me go) and I already live with a new partner(lesbian) who was diagnosed with a borderline. I didn‘t recognize how I became so depressed lately. I am tired of pretending that everything is alright and hiding my sexuality from my family, tired of my ex husband and my girlfriend’s rage, tired from not understanding what I want… sometimes I feel like the best way would be to escape and leave everyone alone, but I am afraid of making a mistake, afraid of my girlfriend hurting herself… and at the same time I feel so guilty for causing them so much pain

@Pinny76 thank you for sharing your story. I can definitely relate. Reading this very helped me to believe that I can also be happy again.

My name is Tsakani

I have been raped by a family member when i was young no one in the family knows about it now he is late.

All my family members are busy with their lifes i don't have anyone close to talk to I stay alone and lonely. It not easy for me to make friends or relationship. I just can't keep anyone in my life partners seems to get bored and leave. My mind is so negative im even struggling to sleep

@brittpost im a mom too and my depression is making me a bad mom, or I feel that way. Message me if you see this. I’m very depressed today and feel like I’d be better off dead.