I'm finally in a good place, how can I stay that way?

@Wolfpack2714 just keep doing what you're doing! Let go of those people who are judging you and making you feel down and just do you! Throw yourself into you favorite hobbies or projects (you may have more time for that now with the coronavirus haha) and don't look back!

@Wolfpack2714 I'm with Lupus38. Keep on moving forward. What you should do is to put together a 5 year plan. What do you want to achieve this year and the next years to come. You're 23 years old with a big future ahead! That glimpse of happiness you experienced, grab on to it as there's more coming. Find some quiet time (Try 6 am in the morning) and sit down with a pen and paper. Write down what you want to accomplish this year and the next few years. That 5 year plan will get you on the right track. Most people in life just wing it and see what happens to their future. Successful people don't do that. They actually see themselves in a particular role or setting and they find out everything they need to get there. The internet. Use it as your encyclopedia to put together your grand master plan. 

Time is Gold. Every second and every minute makes and shapes your future. If you do something positive today, it can spring you forward to greater things. I want to hear more about you and how your doing. Good luck and Godspeed and most importantly don't give up!