Seasonal depression hurts
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I hate seasonal depression, I feel lonely. Sad and hopeless. My mom is dying, sister is dying and a friend and I are no longer friends and I hate life
Beginning of the discussion - 1/25/21
Seasonal depression hurts https://www.carenity.us/forum/depression/living-with-depression/seasonal-depression-hurts-2981Hey are you there who is this
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@Myself47 hey how's it going my name is Fran
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I dont know quite how to use the site. Im replying to Myself47 because i dont know how to create a new share. Seasonal depression is real! I suffer from it too. In November when i start hearing adds and commercials i cringe. My kids know its not a good time for me but for them its their favorite holiday. So i try to keep my feelings bottled and out of sight. This year after Christmas was over my depression didn't lift as much as usual.
I am recently came out to my wife anf parents. Im married for 28 years. I denied my orientation due to a heavy Christian upbringing that is against it. I really believed that getting married and living heterosexually and prayer would change it. I was in an accident a few years ago that left me clinically disabled and unable to have a drivers license. I have lost my masculinity. I am dependent on my wife for everything. She makes too much for me to be approved for pu lic assistance. I dont have money a car or license so i am stuck. We have young children. I feel like giving up many times out of a year. Im really struggling!!
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Courtney
Ugh I honestly really hate this time of year. I truly feel like everything is worse this time of year. Does anyone else feel this way?
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