Topic of the discussion
Posted on 3/7/20 7:34 PM
Do you ever just come home and sit down and just cry? No sound; no heavy breathing. You’re just sitting there, letting the tears well up in your eyes until your vision gets blurry. Then you blink and they rain down your face? Over how much of a fucking piece of shit you are?
thats been the story of my life and even more so this year. and im fucking sick of it. i tried getting help. i tried all kinds of different resources and it all did was made me feel more isolated, rejected, and judged.
im sick of this pain :( i have no support system. there is no point to my existence. why shouldn't i be allowed to end it? :(
Beginning of the discussion - 3/8/20I'm sick of this pain https://www.carenity.us/forum/depression/living-with-depression/im-just-done-1615
Posted on 3/8/20 9:18 AM
You're not alone
Posted on 3/9/20 1:46 AM
I know the feeling.....
Posted on 3/9/20 3:40 PM
@dustnbones001 Hello dustnbones001, please know you are not alone. The Carenity community is here for you to talk and give you support. If you or anyone else ever feel that they can't deal with feeling that way anymore, please reach out for help. Here are two toll-free numbers that are available 24/7 if you need to talk to someone right away:
or if you don't want to talk over the phone and are okay with texting, send HOME to 741741, 85258, or 686868.
Posted on 3/10/20 8:42 PM
I'm so sorry. It is very tough. I understand. Hang in there. Your not alone. I'm glad you came across this site& it helps to chat with people that can relate. You can message me if you'd like to chat sometime
Posted on 3/13/20 11:08 PM
@Blueone81 thank you i can feel im losing it :( why did i do this