I think my marriage is over and I can't breath, feeling like I don't want to live.

 I don't even know where to begin for the past few months my life is really gone to a bad place. My husband is an alcoholic extremely mentally abusive lately due to the alcohol. Agreed to get some help about a weekend I found out that he had been talking to other girls we have been together for 10 years. the one thing that I fell in love with him about was because he was an extremely faithful man to me. If I was 2 take all of the other stuff that he's ever done to me I used to think it was okay because he was faithful and like I said now just a few days ago I found out that he has been seeking other women. I really don't want to lose him I feel like he needs help with his alcoholism but this is just too much I don't know what to do I have no family or friends to talk to so here I am ask him for some support.

@ I'm sorry you are going through this. It is such a tough situation. I'm so glad you are reaching out for support. I have found this is a great place for that.

I'm sorry it's very hard when your husband want get help and he knows that's what will save marriage .if you need to talk I'm here where are you from I'm from Louisiana

Wooow you must be so terrified and lost I don't know how you feel cause I have never been married but I feel like I definitely know what it's like when the person you are so in love with seeks attention from someone else and you question if they really love you and if it's all real (I have been dealing with this person for 8 years) I'm currently struggling with the loss of love not in death but to the changes in life and I have no idea how to make it through my day to day with the thought of him no longer being a part of my life!! So this is not advice I'm so sorry I don't have any but I do feel your pain in a sense by some experience and I would like to let you know I know you can get through it we both can!!

Hi! I've found myself in situation when I didnt know what to do next. Support groups by phone or online, where I can talk to a person directly have been helpful to me. Great way for me to make friends as well. I have sought other sources that have aided me in my recovery, such as counselor. At the time that I sought additional assistance, I was so emotionally upset that I was willing to do whatever I needed to feel better. It's not easy, but I know the help is there if I reach out.

Prayer and meditation to my higher power is helpful to me. 

Remember you are a worthy person and worth the effort. Take care.