Everyday is a struggle with depression...

@Buck58 thank you. I will keep that in mind. I totally feel your pain hang in there. 

Hi

I am new to this i recently hit depression so bad I started getting mad and throwing things at my spouse im loosing control over my life it got so bad I wanted nothing more than to just die and make everyone around me happy so they dont have to deal with me any more I feel like im a burden holding my husband back from anything I have no family no friends I never know how im going to feel when I wake up. I cant work cause my moods are constantly changing I just want to feel normal in life and have a purpose

Dear Sutton929,

Thank you for sharing your struggles. I can tell you are in terrible pain and suffering. I have been depressed now for four months now and it’s been rough!

A month ago I started TMS magnetic therapy. It stimulates the place in your brain where depression is. It only takes 20 min per day for a total of 30 treatments. It doesn’t hurt and I’m here today to tell you it is starting to lift the terrible depression I’ve endured. 
Another thing besides my meds and counseling that I’ve been doing is filling my life with biblical teaching and much prayer!  I stopped watching all the trash on tv/Netflix and have filled my mind with positive, loving Christ centered messages on U tube

Im not a religious man but very spiritual. This new way of living has dramatically changed my life. 
Your life is important and you will make it through this valley in your life. 
I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers!

Your friend, David

@Wtfnow Exactly what I do.   It's like a black hole that just swallows you up without warning.  And the number of things that trigger it are seemingly infinite.  

@Sutton929 Have you tried meds and or therapy?