So how does it feel to be truly happy? Like, 'Happy from within' as they would say? Cause ever since I was a child I've considered myself to be a happy and positive person, despite the terrible things that happen. And I tell myself "Im just a strong, happy person." but day by day I'm realizing that I never really processed any of the traumatic things that happened to me, never really acknowledged being hurt, used, and so on. .
One of the biggest contributors to my depression now is needing people.. I tend to always isolate myself when I need help but now I just really need that. I feel so dead inside, I feel scared and lonely, it feels strange being in my body, in my mind, I don't recognize myself and feel somewhat detached.
Are you serious? The least she could do is at least show that she's there for you, listen, try to help, try to get you out of what you're living.
What makes you think she's seeing someone else?
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Sathoul08
09/06/2020 at 9:03 PM
@Hidden username my marriage is over.
Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-24492020-09-06 21:03:24
Jeablugri1983
09/06/2020 at 9:25 PM
@Hidden username did she say something?
Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-24492020-09-06 21:25:17
Sathoul08
09/06/2020 at 10:43 PM
@Hidden username She wants nothing to do with me sexually
Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-24492020-09-06 22:43:37
Sathoul08
09/06/2020 at 10:47 PM
@Hidden username I just don’t know what to do I’ve always been faithful I have never cheated on her.Even though we went to years without having intercourse
Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-24492020-09-06 22:47:39
Jeablugri1983
09/07/2020 at 2:09 AM
@Hidden username Damn, that must hurt so bad. I don't know how you feel, but I could only imagine. And it sounds tough. Did you suggest it and she refused? Or did she just straight up say let's not have anything physical ever again?
Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-24492020-09-07 02:09:50
Sathoul08
09/07/2020 at 6:39 AM
@Hidden username we have started to have sexual relations again but it’s so weird
Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-24492020-09-07 06:39:01
Jeablugri1983
09/07/2020 at 8:34 AM
@Hidden username Why is it weird?
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9Fanoukooteet
09/08/2020 at 3:12 AM
Numb, sadness, no energy, it’s exhausting!, will it ever end
Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-24492020-09-08 03:12:45
Sathoul08
09/08/2020 at 5:46 AM
@Hidden username sorry took so long to get back to ya.but to answer you’re Question I don’t know it just does
Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-24492020-09-08 05:46:28
Jeablugri1983
So how does it feel to be truly happy? Like, 'Happy from within' as they would say? Cause ever since I was a child I've considered myself to be a happy and positive person, despite the terrible things that happen. And I tell myself "Im just a strong, happy person." but day by day I'm realizing that I never really processed any of the traumatic things that happened to me, never really acknowledged being hurt, used, and so on. .
One of the biggest contributors to my depression now is needing people.. I tend to always isolate myself when I need help but now I just really need that. I feel so dead inside, I feel scared and lonely, it feels strange being in my body, in my mind, I don't recognize myself and feel somewhat detached.
I feel like a stranger to myself tbh..