Feeling lost and lonely

@flowersonly I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. Please know that you are important to me and this world!! Many times this world can be cruel and relentless but you have made it through some of your hardest situations. Hold on and keep your head high because we need you here. If you want or need to chat please please please reach out! Sending you positivity and peace 

Good evening I've been going though alot lately with family and I dont really have many friends but I wish I did because family are worst in some cases because I've been trynna to talk to someone no one same to get what I'm saying. I've been trynna do alot of soul searching recently and I'm trying my hardest to narrow down who is for me and who's my enemy. But it's hard when it's in family an friends 

@Courtney_J yes, loneliness is misery . It creeps up on you especially during the winter months. Some call it seasonal blues. But you know what? Its a new day. A new month. April. Go out and start new memories for yourself. Go to Starbucks and treat yourself to breakfast and pick up a new magazine while you are there. Go see a new movie at an opened theater. The whole concept behind this, is to create new element for yourself. Just you, that’s right! By yourself. Get to know your new best friend, yourself.! You got this!!! Enjoy your day. 😊🥳

@lalaelk You are not alone. Losing a spouse is very difficult to overcome . It hurts so much that  even two years after my wife passed away right before Christmas Eve, I hurt and cried for days. I beat myself mentally , trying find ways I could have saved her from going to a hospital that supposedly treated patients with end stage kidney failure. I wanted to be with her 24 hours at this hospital, but there were policies about families staying with patients and it saddened her deeply. I truly believe that was what brought her death so quickly. I found it hard to talk to my siblings, because they couldn’t live in those moments that my wife and I shared together. I gather that you may have possibly experienced a scenario very similar. There are feelings and memories you don’t ever want to cease, because you loved that person so deeply. They were your world, your heart and soul. Lalaelk, I am a great listener, well educated; both of the mind and heart. Please feel free to write and I will write in return . Blessings to you , Harry

@irishroses35 You must be so devastated living with this severe depression that consumes you? Beth , you have suffered much too long and you have endured so much. You need someone to listen to you, is what I am hearing, correct? My name is Harry. I am a retired Special Needs Specialist. My career has taught me to be a good listener. I worked 1 on 1 with lots of geriatric and pediatric cases.,a great deal of my work centered on Neurodevelopmental cases , stroke cases , depression, Orthopedic cases and just being in the right place at the right time. Please feel free to respond and I shall return the favor. Harry

@ImperfectPromise 

I have recently lost my mother and father over the past couple of years. This has added to my feeling of jbeing depressed. Depression always reminds me of its presence. There are times I just want to sleep and hide from the world. My higher power i know cares for me and gives me strength. I try to laugh and stop being hard on myself. I have a tendency to do that and negatively reinforce feelings of depression. The reason you should not give up is because you are not alone and you are worth it! Keep sharing!

@Debinoh 

@Tammyhickman46  I feed sad hopeless and worthless every day. I have major anxiety, 48 no partner for almost 7 years, no kids my only.baby died, no friends and hate myself. Yet i wish I had a family, felt loved and understood. I dont want to die or live. Hopeless, afraid, angry and confused. 😢

@ImperfectPromise you are worth it.  God loves you and has a plan for you.  If you haven’t you need to see a therapist.  And a doctor.  I will pray for you.  Please hang in there and get the help you need.  

I’ve been feeling like this also. Just very depressed all the time and have nobody to talk to. I kinda moved out of my guardians house a few months ago and have been living with my boyfriend at his parents. But I just keep on asking myself why am I here. Why do I keep on putting up with all that I put up with. I don’t even know what to talk about or say. I just need to get all of this out. And have somebody to talk to :(