How to cope when everything is going downhill again?

I'm right there with you. A widow alone with 2 little doggies. Horrible to be alone with this epidemic going on. Very little family and too far away anyhow It's definitely the pits.

my life is more of a hot mess. i left an abusive marriage after 20 years, i fell in love with someone else. i got pregnant. my ex held me hostage with an ar15, he will not face jail time. the one i love has been cheating. im displaced, a step above homeless. every step forward i take, i get knocked back down 20 feet from where i was. i am separated from my other kids due to the living situation. they arent with their father, they are safe...but they arent with me. my heart hurts all the time. im always alone...and i feel like i cant anymore...

@lonely1 Hey, I understand how you feel. Sometimes life seems like it's just waiting for you to get in a good place to just throw its worst at you. I hope you're feeling better and maybe less alone