Depression is Hard

I started recognizing, that so many people are feeling more and more miserable lately… I also feel so hopeless, so lost, where I feel that the only way out is to run away from where  I am… 

Did you try to reach out for help? Do you live alone? And what state is so shitty?

I wish i lived alone. I am currently seeing a therapist. Last i attempted suicide 3 times. Currently taking meds. I live in Minnesota and it’s super shitty i don’t like it Everything about it sucks. Name anything about it it’s shitty. I feel like running away and hiding in the woods somewhere. I feel dead inside and not myself.

Does the therapist help? Or do you think it‘s a waste of time? And even the antidepressants don‘t help? I feel sorry for you, I fell sometimes also like running to the woods or something, simply from everybody, but you know, I found that when I am alone and I am just laying in the bed, I feel the worst, I feel so bad, that sometimes it is difficult to breathe and everything is so pointless, but I am trying to keep myself busy and then, at least for that moment it doesn‘t feel as depressing. Today I was away to walk in the woods, and I felt a little bit better at least for that 1 hour…

try also to looks some motivational videos on youtube, affirmations for self love also help a little bit

@Simonamay same way I free

Yeah it’s tough to deal with. I feel every day is shitty even when i try to become more optimistic about things.